When I first arrived in Canada, I received advice that I believed would help me navigate the job market as a newcomer. I was told to hide my Theology degree if I wanted to be taken seriously in my professional life. This advice, however well-intentioned, led me down a path of self-doubt and fear, prompting me to conceal an integral part of my identity. For over eight years, I presented a version of myself that only skimmed the surface of who I truly am, allowing external opinions to dictate my career choices. This decision transformed my work experience into a shadowy existence, where I felt I needed to walk on eggshells, constantly worried about what others would think of my calling.
The pivotal moment came when I was invited to deliver a sermon inspired by Psalm 23, prompting me to confront the very fears that had kept me confined for so long. In that moment of vulnerability, I realized I was still shackled by the belief that my Theology background would somehow limit my potential. I had to make a choice: continue to succumb to the fear of judgment or embrace my true calling and trust in God's plan for my life. In sharing my journey, I hope to inspire others to break free from the chains of fear and self-imposed limitations, encouraging you to celebrate every aspect of your identity and live boldly in your purpose.
The advice that cast a shadow on my calling
When I first arrived in Canada, I was eager to make my mark in the professional world, armed with a solid education and a deep sense of purpose. However, the advice I received about my Theology degree felt like a swift kick in the gut. Those well-meaning words discouraged me from embracing a pivotal piece of my identity, suggesting that my faith-based education would be a liability rather than an asset. I found myself grappling with the notion that my very calling—integral to who I am—should be concealed to gain acceptance in a corporate environment. This misguided advice cast a long shadow over my self-worth, creating an internal conflict that would persist for years.
As my career progressed, I began to internalize the belief that I needed to downplay my convictions to be taken seriously. I became a master at presenting a version of myself that fit neatly into the conventional expectations of the workplace. Every time I left off my Theology degree from my résumé or refrained from sharing my faith in conversations, I felt a little piece of myself wither away. The fear of judgment from potential employers and colleagues stifled my authentic self. In trying to conform, I not only limited my professional opportunities but also undermined my own potential, all while suppressing the vibrant calling that fueled my passion and creativity.
Breaking down the walls of fear and self-doubt
Fear and self-doubt often act like invisible barriers, keeping us from fully realizing our potential. For years, I allowed others' opinions and societal expectations to dictate how I viewed myself. I avoided leadership opportunities and turned down roles that would have required me to showcase my Theology background. The more I hid, the more I reinforced the belief that my calling was something to be embarrassed about rather than embraced. Every time I chose silence over my authentic voice, I built a brick in the wall of self-doubt that separated me from my true self. This internalized fear stifled my growth and extinguished my confidence, leaving me feeling disconnected from my calling and purpose.
However, the moment I decided to confront my fears was a game-changer. I realized that the greatest giants I faced were not external but lay within me—fear of judgment and self-limiting beliefs. Acknowledging this truth allowed me to take bold steps. I began to dismantle the walls I had constructed, brick by brick. Each act of courage, whether it was speaking up in meetings or sharing my journey in front of an audience, chipped away at the fear that had long held me captive. By reclaiming my identity as a Theology graduate, I not only reconnected with my passion but also inspired others around me to embrace their own unique callings. This journey wasn’t just about breaking down walls; it was about rediscovering my voice and the powerful impact it could have in the world.
Embracing my true self: slaying giants and finding purpose
Embracing my true self required me to redefine the way I viewed my experiences and qualifications. I realized that my Theology degree is not just a piece of paper but a vital part of my identity and purpose. It serves as a foundation for how I interact with others, guiding me in my decisions and values. Once I acknowledged this, I began to release the burden of hiding and started to embrace the wholeness of who I am. I allowed my experiences in ministry to inform my perspective as an HR professional, understanding that my calling would only enhance my effectiveness. By stepping into my authenticity, I unlocked a level of creativity and empathy that enriched my relationships with colleagues and those I serve.
As I continue this journey, I understand that slaying giants is not a one-time event but an ongoing process of courage and commitment. Each time I speak up, share my story, or take on a new challenge, I am dismantling the tall walls of fear that once confined me. It feels liberating to connect deeply with others, encouraging them to embrace their genuine selves as well. The more I embrace my calling, the more purpose I find in my work and life. Together, let’s confront our fears, celebrate our unique backgrounds, and slay the giants that stand in the way of our true identities. By doing so, we not only honor ourselves but also inspire those around us to step into their own light.
